Anonymous asked: I'm always afraid to take the next step. Especially after knowing what I know about the other person. This has happened to me twice. In between that, I tried going out with some people, but it didn't work out. Guess it's because I forced it, huh? No sparks and all...

I recently just lost the only one that matters in life. After the break up I tried everything to get him back; I blamed myself. Nothing would work though, and I know he isn’t coming back. 

Love is so wonderful and fun. You have the person of your dreams, and you have a best friend. But it’s hard; relationships hurt. You can’t make someone love you, even if they did once love you. Things change, and so do people. Which is good and bad. 

You will find someone; just don’t rush to find them. 

I can’t tell anybody anything. That I’m a lesbian, that I’m so lonely, that I hate myself, that I’m dropping out of college.

My mom took me to the doctor this week because of my stress and anxiety and pulling out my hair. When the doctor asked if I’d ever cut myself I lied. I wanted to tell the truth but I couldn’t. Not after how my best friend reacted when I told him anonymously on his tumblr.

I’m ashamed of myself. I’m a failure and I want to kill myself. I can’t put that in my mood diary for the doctor. I can’t explain to people the other reasons for my unhappiness - gay, ashamed, lonely, ugly, freak, fat. Not just stress about college.

Many of my close friends are gay and out loud and proud and I love them so much and I love that they’re not afraid to be themselves. And I hate myself for this “inner homophobia” that I have.

I just want it to end.

After reading this, I became so sad. You sound like you have a lot ahead of you, but you sound so afraid. You are not fat, ugly, a freak, or whatever else you want to call yourself. YOU are beautiful, whether you believe it or not. 

I want to say this, and I’m saying it because I know what it was like. Being afraid, just to be yourself, to show the world that you’re you. Being gay is not bad at all; it’s you. It’s natural to love others, it’s not natural for people to tell you what’s right and what’s wrong.  

When I was a bit younger, I was diagnosed with anorexia. I stopped eating, stopped caring about school, my friends, family, and my future. I had started cutting as well, wanting every thing to just stop; wanting to let go. I was ashamed to even look in the mirror, I was disgusting. Everything went down the drain from there. Then one night, I was done; the world had let me down. I had cut myself everywhere, awfully deep; blood was running down my legs. Than my little brother came in and started screaming for my dad. All I can remember is my dad calling the ambulance, and freaking out. 

When I woke up, I was so pissed by the fact that I couldn’t even kill myself; I wasn’t a loud to. A nurse had came in, and said that I was lucky that god had spared my life. Now, I don’t believe in God, but when she had said this I started to think. I didn’t even say a thing when my father said I was going to the rehabilitation center for cutting; I just thought.

During that time, I finally realized that I had saved myself. I was strong enough to overcome all the things I did to my body. When I think back to this, I just look at my scars; all of them and think that there is a reason why I am here. 

You need to know that you are here for a reason, whether it’s to bake amazing foods, discover new planets, or even save a life. You may not know it, but you mean the world to someone, and I don’t want you to ever lose hope. 

Please tell your family what’s really going on. You cannot be afraid of who you are. If your family sees that you are gay, they will have to accept you. They will love you for you, always. Why do you think your family wants you to see that Doc? 

Me and this guy have history, yeah. He’s my first love and we’ve been off and on for two years. And after two years of being unsure, I finally know what I want. I want him.
I’ve been trying to talk to him, trying to get back into his inner circle and into his trust. And now I am here, and I know I could have him. But its… not right. All he wants from me is sex lately, and even though I love him, this isn’t okay.
One simple question, and he could be mine forever again. But he is also that much closer to being able to use me.
Even though I want him, I’m walking away from this, because I’m not a toy. I choose MY well-being over being with him.
I’d rather be alone. If that makes me selfish, so be it. But he will never know.

I can’t tell anybody anything. That I’m a lesbian, that I’m so lonely, that I hate myself, that I’m dropping out of college.

My mom took me to the doctor this week because of my stress and anxiety and pulling out my hair. When the doctor asked if I’d ever cut myself I lied. I wanted to tell the truth but I couldn’t. Not after how my best friend reacted when I told him anonymously on his tumblr.

I’m ashamed of myself. I’m a failure and I want to kill myself. I can’t put that in my mood diary for the doctor. I can’t explain to people the other reasons for my unhappiness - gay, ashamed, lonely, ugly, freak, fat. Not just stress about college.

Many of my close friends are gay and out loud and proud and I love them so much and I love that they’re not afraid to be themselves. And I hate myself for this “inner homophobia” that I have.

I just want it to end.

Anonymous asked: I've ruined every chance I've had with a beautiful girl because she is perfect and that scares the fuck out of me.

I feel for you. It’s hard sometimes; When you know you’ve ruined it all.  But you have to go on, and sometimes you have to ignore it. You can’t make her feel feelings if they aren’t there. Or if you’re too afraid to talk to her, you need to gain confidence. Though she may seem perfect, I’m sure she’s not as perfect as she seems. Girls do well at hiding things inside, so be wary. But take a chance and talk to her, c:

Anonymous asked: I wish I had a girlfriend that would love me no matter what:)

And it will happen one day; just keep searching sweety<3

Anonymous asked: I was told that god would punish me for loving another woman. That I am going to go to hell. I do not want to go to hell:( I want to love who I want without anyone telling me otherwise. :(

This is what I believe. I believe that god created homosexuals because he knew that those people were strong enough to handle all the baggage that came with it. A girl I had been in love with for ages, and who was my best friend, told me the same thing when I confessed my love to her. God will not punish you for anything. He created you the way you are. You are a beautiful person, and you can’t let others bring you down like that. Ever. <3

Anonymous asked: So.. I have this friend that is basically a man whore, and all the guys like him even the guy I had the biggest crush on told me he liked my friend and proceeded to ask him out... And people don't just like him in a "I wanna fuck him" way everyone loves him and I'm extremely jealous, and I get over protective of my friends when they're around him. Ugh I wish I could stop myself from feeling this way. Help?

I’m a very jealous girl. I hate to admit it, but I am. Not only am I jealous but stubborn. You can’t help the fact that you’re protective; that’s how friends are. But you also can’t control them; they are socially active, the have needs and wants. Maybe they want that out of a guy at that moment in time? You can always tell them how you feel, saying he’s a perv, a player, or what ever you’d like; but be sure to state it in a kind matter of course!c;

Anonymous asked: I was with him for 3 years when I found out he was getting a lot of naked pictures of girls around my town, some were my really good friends. He was my first love, I was so madly in love with him and my heart was just completely broken after that. I'm trying to be with him again, but when I look at him, I'm just disgusted. I'm too scared to be without him.

First loves are the hardest. I remember mine, but let me tell you. There are lots of boys out there. Seriously. I mean he doesn’t treat you right, than he’s not worth it. There are numerous boys out there that would be there for you, tell you you’re beautiful, that you’re the one. But you have to find him. Sometimes they’re hard to find, but he’s out there for you. This guy sounds like a real prick if he does that to you. You should not put up with that:c

Anonymous asked: I have to hide myself. I am gone. All is lost. I don't want to hide myself anymore. I don't want to be this way. Let me be normal:(

What is normal? I want to know. Is there such a thing as normal? No one is normal, no one is perfect. You are who you are, and you can’t change that. You will always be loved no matter what; I promise. c: You don’t have to hide anything, everything is your choice; you are you. c: